Thursday, August 07, 2008
Though I'd be safe living behind this wall
But the pressure's too much
And it's starting to fall
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
Sometimes I just wanna run away
Sometimes I, I wanna run
We're going in circles
A constant battle
As the clouds cast a shadow on us
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
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i'm barely holding it all together. i'm barely holding on.
everything is just too much.
i just wanna get away. pack my stuffs, get lost and shut everything out.
how bitter is a breakdown when you're battling it all alone.
cos the only thing that's hearing me is the four corners of my room.
11:24 pm
