Tuesday, July 29, 2008
i'd like to dedicate this post to my late maternal grandfather (Atuk).
Atuk, it's almost been 6 years since you've been gone. i feel so ashamed now, but i have to admit it, back when you moved on, it didn't seem to affect me too much. but suddenly nowadays, i miss you. everytime the mrt passes by commonwealth, i saw how the route that i used to take to your house has been evolved. how tanglin halt was no longer like how i knew it. suddenly nowadays, i sat down thinking, how are you faring? are you smiling upon us, or are you weeping?
Atuk, i miss you so much. and my biggest regret is not ever telling you how much i love you, because i only realise it now. if only i could turn back time and relive those moments we shared - i'd cherish every single moment. i'd cherish every single smile from you. i would have came over to visit you more often. and i would definitely tell you how much i love you.
Al-Fatihah...
11:33 pm
