Sunday, July 27, 2008
i can't reiterate this much more: i hate liars. seriously.
anyway, i am sort of fed up with friendster cos it won't make Woodgrove Primary School my featured group. i miss my old primary school building, alright? the new colours are..uhh.. mindblowing to the maximum. so before the pic is changed to the new one, i'd like to admire the old colours for a while longer.
you know, Speech Day ytd reminded a lot of my Primary 6 Speech Day [where i was a lousy emcee]. there's quite a vast difference. of course, primary school tends to be less sophisticated than secondary school, but i think that Speech Day is like the essence day of the school. it should show how the school really is - the environment, the spirit, the atmosphere. but then again, back in P6, we didn't have such a thing like the upcoming Farewell Assembly. so Speech Day WAS Farewell Assembly for us P6-ers back then. and till this day, i still think my proudest moment was announcing and seeing "and now we welcome the graduating batch of 2004 into the hall." i think we all sort of felt honoured at that point cos like, i don't know. it was just something that was evoked in all of us: we were recognised.
and everytime i think about how schools mould us as individuals, i'd like to think of it this way: values of WGPS + Crescent. it's ironic how you will only start appreciating yr school motto only after you left it. back in pri sch, the only reason i liked the school logo (a huge tree) with the motto (Staunch, Stable, Steadfast, Successful) was because the outline looked interesting. now that i think back, i appreciate wgps' values quite a lot. i think the tree logo represented what every wgps-ian should be: no matter what happens, we should always be rooted to our background. the school song. and the 4S (with the last one, i want to make it a reality). maybe all this explains why i still treasure WGPS a lot.
i can't believe i'm tearing.and yupps. so hopefully crescent will spell out the same for me.
and the last motto: sincerity has a very close spot to my heart.but for all the cherished moments, sometimes i can't help wanting to get out of crescent asap.
but when that day comes, i know it'll hurt way too much.i think i have found a oldfound favourite song: I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You, as featured in the previous entry. although it made me feel like watching The Mask of Zorro, i still think it's one of the most beautifully simple yet deeply meaningful song that i've heard in a long time. i like songs - they're a represantative of our emotions, when words can't subtly describe it.
i've been crying but nobody knows or have to know.i dedicate every word of that song to you.maybe i'll never have you, but to be given that one chance to love you? i'll never regret.cos just maybe"I want to spend my lifetime loving youIf that's the only thing i'd ever do"i miss you terribly. i don't know whether this distance is doing me more harm than good.because every passing day and every widening distance makes it harder for me to let you go.
10:26 pm
