Monday, June 16, 2008
i've been trying to complete my homework, but i can't help feeling fcked up. yes, i'm feeling fcked up. oh wait, haven't i been feeling like that since a few days back?
but then again, i feel fucked up. so what? it doesn't matter.
sometimes i wonder, is the search for an escapism a way to cure someone, or a way to slowly kill what's inside someone. or maybe along the way of curing, it kills what's inside. two-pronged tactic.
time and again, i just want to sit down and cry. but it seems like i have forgotten how to. and know what? it's just hurting inside cos there's just no other way out.
people say time heals all wounds. maybe it did. but when wounds heal, they harden. that's how people steel themselves.
maybe it's true. maybe everything just kills off what's inside.
fck it all.
8:24 pm
