Wednesday, May 07, 2008
today was the last two papers for MYEs. logically speaking, i should be happy and glad. logically speaking, i should be out and about watching tv shows after tv shows.
but for some reason, i don't feel like it. i don't feel like celebrating. i don't feel like wanting to bother to do anything. deep down, it feels so...cold and empty. did the influx of memories yesterday change me? or maybe all along we've changed.
i don't even know why i'm bothering to try. because everything just ends up the other way round.
i just feel so empty. come to think of it, i have no idea what i'm doing with my life.
i can't. i just can't.
11:21 pm