Sunday, May 18, 2008
ytd's tiramisu-making with Umai was super cool!
initially, we thought it would be disaster (cos uhh.. we took 2 hours to make SIX small tiramisus, and i bought whipping cream instead of whipped cream). but guess what? it turned out to be nice! and we've unofficially created our own tiramisu recipe. hehe(:
got back my MYE results a few days back, and conclusion: i cannot do maths. seriously. which is kinda weird because, according to someone, "totally no logic. if you can do science, for sure you can do maths." but heck. i'm weird, anyway.
today i realised something about my likings. these are a few of what i like: butterflies, lavender (the colour and the scent), unicorns, Polly Pocket (the old one where Polly was super small, not the new one), strawberries (not flavour..they always taste so unoriginal), mermaids.
which is slightly contrasting to my character, but hey, deep down, these things are all that i like.
i found this song by Rihanna.
it just raised all the irony of everything that's happening between us.
Cry by RihannaI'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
*Pre-chorus:My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
**Chorus:This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
*Pre-Chorus**ChorusHow did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
**Chorus**ChorusAll my life..
surprisingly, rihanna's the irony between us. our contrasting preference for her, the song that brought us closer, and now this song that just spells out whatever i'm feeling.maybe i stopped crying because i stopped hoping too much.i've done all i can do to patch things up. but i've since left it up to you.i love you so much. but i just don't know what's happening between us.did you change? did i? or did we change? i miss you with all my heart, but there's nothing left for me to do.
9:09 pm
