Friday, April 11, 2008
woke up with the worst feeling this morning. my eyes hurt, as if i was crying in my sleep. or maybe i was, if last night's dream was anything to go by. so yeah, went to school, although i had no idea where i was heading or whether i've reached redhill mrt or not. and it took me 2 mrt stations to realise that the window had water trickling down because it was raining. the whole day, i don't know what i've been doing - if i've been doing anything at all.
i just felt so lost when i woke up. i didn't want to see you, but the moment i stepped into school, you were the first person i looked out for. then i didn't want to see you after that.everybody's been telling me somehow the same thing.
but when the intuition keeps on coming, keeps on getting stronger by the day, i just can't ignore it. i've tried to but i can't ; how many times have these intuitions turn out to be true?
something cropped up while i was blindly doodling god-knows-what just now. hopefully it's just some blind scribblings. please don't let it be another one of those...
11:44 pm
