Thursday, April 10, 2008
" maafkan bila ku tak sempurnacinta ini tak dapat ku cegahayat-ayat cinta bercerita cintaku padamu "~ Ayat-Ayat Cinta oleh Rossai thought about it for quite a long time today. the whole afternoon, rather. i haven't cried for you for so long - i thought i won't ever again. but then the tears just fell.
i don't know what's it between us, how is it between us. i don't know us. i don't know what to do, how to act.
if waiting is a really stupid thing to do, then why does it feel so right?
and why do i feel that i'll be doing a huge mistake in giving you up?
i don't know if this is possible, but sometimes i wonder whether i fell sick because it's time for me to, or because i've been missing you too much. it's been a long time...
funny isn't it, how is it that our lives can entertwine, but never become one.
that all this sensing is one-sided, but i welcome it.
that i wish you're gone from my life for one second, but regret it afterwards because i can't bear the thought of losing you.
that the problem is simple, but the context is complex.
that time is running out on us, but we keep on forgetting about it.
that i feel like crying, but reining it all in for your sake.
that i realise i'd die if anything happens to you, but realise i can never tell you how much of my life you mean to me.
10:56 pm
