Thursday, February 14, 2008
firstly, thank you to all of my friends for all the Valentine's Day wishes and gifts. ILY guys!
i don't know whether to call it coincidence or what. i thought of you in that black shirt yesterday, and then today you wore that. your hairstyle today was like my brother's, to add to the fact that the both of you use the same cologne/body spray. i wish... i could spend the whole day with you. i miss you so much. life is just so different without you.i don't know whether i did the right thing by letting you go.suddenly a while ago, Bop Bop Baby played in my mind although i haven't heard the song for the past few years - i wasn't a fan of the song in the first place. but when these lines popped into my head, i wonder if i'm doing the right thing:
Now that we've gone our separate ways
I just can't live these desperate days
This is what I've been trying to say
Ooh da bop bop baby
please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure
when the song popped into my head, i was thinking of you. wondering if you knew. deciding whether i should tell you in the end. then those lines started playing, and persisted.you know, sometimes i think Westlife: Unbreakable: The Greatest Hits Vol. 1 is like the musical storybook of my life. or maybe it's just that i love Westlife, and they happen to have the songs that relate well to my life.
Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
11:21 pm
