Wednesday, January 16, 2008
today was just plain weird. kickstarted with a weird dream last night that catapulted me down (not literally). then it set me thinking about it as soon as i wake up. kept thinking about it on the way to school. my mood the whole day was pretty low, but i have to credit jeslynn lee, vaish, ferind and laura for being the crazy people that they are to keep my spirits up. so to be honest, i was only paying attention during history and amath. the rest of the lessons.. zoned out completely.
to add to the weird factor, i've been sniffling and my eyes hurt as if i've been crying for hours on end but i swear i didn't. and my mood and my focus is just like that as well. i don't know why. i seriously don't know why. i feel somewhere between lost and not knowing about anything at all. even when i asked Debbie to drop that note in, it was like something that has to be done.
i don't know. there's just something, but i can't quite put my finger on it.
10:31 pm
