Friday, January 11, 2008
random entertainment news: apparently saif ali khan is now attached to kareena kapoor. humphhs. but he has two kids, anyway.
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dragged myself to school today. do i have a choice? took both my maths test today. e maths was doable - i almost finished the paper. a math was screwed. when i was taking the paper, my mind just went blank. sighs. anyway, hoping that i can pass both. i really need to work on my maths.
didn't see L around the whole day, although supposedly i should be seeing L at the opposite block somehow. or maybe i missed. sighs. despite being a newly-frequent-jerk sometimes, he's great to have around. he makes things sound simple. lols. and he used to be funny - as in, really funny at nobody's expense. but this year is just different: i can count the number of times i see him around on one hand and the number of times i talked to him without any hands. the idea of a note has been bugging me for some time, but maybe it's just one of those pointless ideas. and besides, i bet he's busy with stuffs as well since it's the starting of the school term. maybe some time later? or not at all. sighs.
L, i missed saying your name, hearing your name, seeing your name. i missed hearing your voice, seeing your smile, noting your words. i missed the scent of your cologne, and i missed seeing the way you carry yourself - in such an annoying manner. i'm just not used to living life without you, not after spending my whole year with you last year. you became one of the major part of my life, and it was difficult letting you go. i miss you."love isn't a matter of counting the years, but making the years count"i had 1 year with you, and it was one of the best years, despite all the tears and pain. cos in that year, i met and found you. isly.
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