Tuesday, January 08, 2008
officially sick (and no, this MC isn't from some doktor ayam tak bertauliah). panadol and strepsils are not enough to beat it. and i have A math test tomorrow. darn.
anyway, am looking forward to sitting with vaish, ferind and jes lee. like the three of us pictured, it will be a very chaotic back three. hiahia. that's what happens when you mix three crazy people together. lessons should be entertaining. hiahia. just need a table from G1, then it's settled.
what else? oh yes, me, umai and farid are sick together (did i say this earlier?) hiahia. but it's not fun, cos then we can't chat without being whisked off to bed early. they make my nights of homework/studying bearable. ILY guys!
i miss L. yeah, i know. it's pretty random. but i just miss L. if he was here, at least things won't sound and seem so bad. i've pretty much fucked up my friendships with my secondary school friends. i'm sick. i don't know what to talk to A. and i just miss L so much.
maybe compared to others, my issue isn't much. in fact, it isn't anything much. it's just me being fed-up with the way things are going. and these stuffs are not exactly within my reach. and i'm tired if everything seems to go one-way. it's like a lonely one-way highway.
'i walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams'
okayy, randomness. more randomness: para and i somehow came up with an idea (shhh.. can't tell). first part was carried out. second part may be quite tricky. and my sore throat isn't helping at all. i think i'm gonna SMS para about it. (and no, this has nothing to do with ferind's diabolical plan or her..uhhh...weird dreams. hiahia.)
to whoever that is feeling down, feeling that the world is at the end, things are spinning out of control (or just life is fcuked up, like me last week) :
1) Have a Break, Have a Kit-Kat [i love this slogan. it's true, really.]
2) a very meaningful song,
I'll Be There For You by The Rembrandts. somehow it's my monday blues cure.
So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's DOA
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year, but...
**I'll be there for you...
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you...
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you...
'Cause you're there for me too.
You're still in bed at ten, though work begins at eight,
You burned your breakfast, so far things are going great,
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these,
But she didn't tell you
when the world was brought down to your knees
that...
**
No one could ever know me.
No one could ever see me.
Seems your the only one who knows what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with.
Make it through all the mess with.
Someone I'll always laugh with.
Even at my worst, I'm best with....you - yeah
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year, but...
**
so..yeappps. have a break, have a kit-kat and let off some steam with The Rembrandts!
i know that whatever i say or do may be too late.
but just now that i'll always be there for you debb, although i may not show it.
maybe ego and pride is holding me back.
but whatever i say now, i'm sincere about it.
i miss our friendship, the shared laughters, the shared tears.
i'll help you pull through this rain, in any way as possible, no matter how small it may be.
10:04 pm
