Friday, January 11, 2008
isly. maybe it's true, maybe i am stuck between the both of you. ily both the same. and at the same time i know that in both instances it's one-sided, but i seriously love you both.
_, i thought it was easy getting over you. forgetting you. letting it all go. but how can i when we've been through so much together? how can i, when you were the one to help me pull through the storm? how can i, when i've fallen in love with you without me realising it?
biarkanlah, biarkan aku hidup sendiriantak ingin aku mengenangkan kisah lamabiarkanlah, biarkan aku hidup sendiriankarena hati ini telah dilukaicountlesstly you hurt me, _. countlessly, i lost my patience with you. countlessly, i'm hurt because of you. but why do i end up forgiving you for all of that? why do i end up seeing through all that to see the person that you are? i ended up accepting it all as part of your flaws, no matter how annoying they can get.
tersekat nafasku kabur pandangan matakuamat tersiksa jiwaku karena kehilangan dirinyai miss you. that's all i know now. that's all i'm feeling now.
i don't want you to leave my life just yet. i've lost you a number of times last year. i don't want to lose you again.
ingatkan kau kepada ..embun pagi bersahaja ..yg menemanimu ..sebelum cahaya ..ingatkan kau kepada ...angin yg berhembus mesra ..yang kan membelaimu ... cinta ..._, i know you have her. i suppose you're happy with her. i'm happy too, seeing you happy. but if this is of any console to you, i'm no longer crying.
i miss and love you without realising it. that if tomorrow never comes, i'll never be able to get the chance to tell the people that i love that i love them, including you.
_, no matter wherever you are, who you're with... just know that i'll always pray for your happiness. ily.
11:40 pm