Saturday, January 05, 2008
i don't know whether guilt is felt. hell, i don't even know if they know. but in case they do, here's a song for them. there is only so long someone can keep quiet and hold it back. me blowing up at them at this stage of the year, guess who's fault?
usually i dedicate songs with love and well wishes. huhhs. even that word 'love' is overrated and overused. so where do i stand in the life of y'all?
Apolgize by Timbaland feat. One RepublicI'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say
but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel
heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holdin on your rope,
got me ten feet off the ground...
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i don't have to feel the guilt cos i am so sick of it all, sick of fucking trying to pretend that i'm okay with the hypocrisy and everything. don't make me hate you all.
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umai, i know you know we know why. cos hey, we're in the same perahu again.
11:41 pm
