i don't know how you managed to do it, but you managed to spoil an otherwise relatively-nice day for me.
the very least you could do was to say hello and ask how the results went. did you? i walked past you, i somehow gazed up. but there you were looking like some egoistic jerk just walking past me without so much of a glance.
if you only knew... i couldn't sleep well yesterday because i was just so scared and worried for you. the whole of yesterday morning, i felt so uneasy. then the test-tube broke - a sign. then at night i suddenly got this fleeting feeling that something's going to happen to you the next day. i couldn't go to sleep thinking of that. this morning i woke up worrying about you. the uneasiness remained all the way to school. especially in the train, when my hp's mp3 suddenly stopped at the beginning of Last Thing On My Mind. when i click on the play button, the ending of I Want It That Way end up being played, although it wasn't on the playlist that was playing at all. what was more weird, after that song ended, it resumed with my playlist. when i heard IWITW being played, i almost dropped my phone. i was just so so scared, especially since earlier i prayed that should anything bad happen to you, let Him show me a sign. what shocked me wasn't just the sudden playing of the song, but the song itself. i still remember.
if i'm to tell you all this, most probably you'll tell me that i'm being paranoid. maybe i am, because i don't know how i'd cope if anything happens to you.
i'm pissed at you. i don't even want to think about you or talk to you for the rest of the week. but at the same time i'm worried sick about you. i'm just so worried for you out of my wits.
10:28 pm
the one
Nur Syafiqah Ahmad Jaaffar
ex-WGPS 6E'04
Crescent Girl's School
syaf_316@hotmail.com
be sorted @ nimbo.net
