Saturday, December 29, 2007
i think me, umai and farid need another OBH. maybe this time to somewhere more wild-by-decent-standards. maybe the bowling alley. maybe a coffeeshop where we can eat indian rojak and drink teh tarik (whereby it is also cheap... come on, we share the rojak, pull out around $2-3 each, then our teh tariks cost 70 cents each. minimum total: $8.10 for 3 people.) or maybe hit the arcade. i don't know. i'm in desperate need of it. and from the way things are, rid needs it as well as umai.
i guess me, umai and rid are going through what we call
'irritating issues concerning the matters of the heart'. difference is, they're attached, i'm not. like umai said, the label 'attached' seems pointless if you only feel detached. then i replied that my case was the opposite; the way i'm slightly pissed sounds like as if i'm attached although i'm not, so that's more worse to consider about, cos i sound so tak tahu malu (shameless). but whether we're attached or single-by-status-but-attached-by-heart, we're pretty much facing the same problem. except that mine is less important than theirs cos i don't have a clear problem to describe it as a problem. cos it's just me feeling peeved - and i hate to admit this but i sound so petty - at him although we're not exactly friend enough to each other (okayy, so is the tak tahu malu part understandable now?), much more attached. so yeah. it's just me being petty, and peeved. sheesh. i'm
not even attached to him, so it's up to him whether he wants to reply or not. why am i being so..peevish and (sighs) sound so petty?
it's funny, cos one moment i'll be happy, then the next moment i'll just be peeved. and oh yes, peeved till now.
oh, for French Connection United Kingdom's sake fika, he's not your boyfriend. knock knock. hell-lo! get real. smell the cafe latte. he's probably attached. sheeshh.okay, i seriously am in need of OBH. i don't know when, but i am wishing that it will just materialise right now in front os the three of us, and then we can go and enjoy the day (supposedly) being single-wingles eating Pringles.
why oh why oh whyy did i let myself get so peevish about this matter?? it's a small matter! okay fika, stop getting peeved about it. stop stop stop stop stop! 'stop! engkau mencuri hatiku, hatiku. stop! engkau mencuri hatiku.' okay, thanks dewi persik.
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