Sunday, November 11, 2007
woke up this morning, showered and then took a look at myself in the mirror: i looked shacked. for a split second i wondered if that was really me. i guess it was a bit weird cos usually i don't look that shacked. tried to cover it up with some light makeup. even with eyeliner and mascara, my eyes still looked dead rather than sultry-awake (the effect which you are supposed to have if you line your waterline and draw a semi-thick line on the outer half of your upper eyelid - supposedly) thought of slapping on some blusher but that would be OD-ing it - i'm just headed for my Islamic class. so yeah. slugged around the whole day today looking pretty defeated.
uploaded my a maths homework after putting it off for some time. e maths can wait. and just carry on waiting.
like somehow, i'm just waiting for you although there seems to be no end to this wait.
and then ploughed through BlogSkins in search of some nice butterfly skins. managed to download some that appeals to me. so just stay tuned for a change in the look of this blog.
to be honest, i simply love butterflies a lot. they seem to connect with some part of me, deep down inside. you know, butterflies can appear to be so carefree, flitting around everywhere, dancing among the brightly-coloured flowers. but they're really fragile; a slight crush can kill them. nonetheless, they live only for 3 weeks, but they'll die naturally imstead of us crushing them. and i think that the moment where the butterfly climbs out of its cocoon is the most beautiful moment of a butterfly's life. they'll spread their wings, dry them and then they'll take flight. maybe butterflies are small, but i think they're the best creatures that can truly capture an emotion. cos its fragility just seems to conjure image of selflessness and sincerity.
"If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be"
and until that moment comes, i'll wait.
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