Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Khusus sekhusus-khususnya untuk Farid:
wahai sahabat ku yang tersayang (ceyy.. macam betul jerr..), jgn risau-risau atau sedih-sedih sangat, kae? 5 hari jerr... pejam celik, pejam celik, dah habis daa! lain kali, kau pergi lama sikit, lepas tu dia boleh rindukan kau lebih, okay? huhu.. tapi jangan melampau sampai 5 minggu ah. kalau 5 minggu kau blah tak bilang aku atau umai... aku siat-siat kau, lepas tu panggang kau kat Seoul Garden nye BBQ pan. haha!
and yes!! haha! aku sendiri tak sabar menanti The Glers nye outing tu! haha.. lagi 7 hari aje! cepat, kau get ready kau nye list of criteria what you want in your new Spidey uniform! lepas tu kitaorang ronda Bugis cari uniform kau tu. peter parking nye dah on the way untuk diimport dari Chennai. hahaha! tapi tapi tapi, kalau takde, terpaksa lah engkau jahit sendiri lah yerr.. mana tahu, Umai ada bawa balik kain dhoti spare dari phil bil dil hai Hindustani..boleh sepasang dengan uniform baru kau :D
dan dan dan, Umai akan balik tidak lama lagi.. dalam masa kira-kira 1.5 hari! haha. lepas tu, kitaorang dah reunited! Yayye!!
[ahem ahem... ada orang tu nye birthday lagi 18 hari jerr ehk.. macam tak sabar pulak tu eh dia.. ish ish ish..]
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i watched today's episode of indonesian serial Liontin just now. and there was conflicting stances on love. on one hand, it was
"If you love somebody, set them free. If they come back to you, then you're meant to be." on the other end, it was
"If you love somebody, fight for them if you know that they'll be happy by your side."but reality isn't that simple. if it was, there won't be fairy tales.
and i won't be here, still torn about you.why songs? sometimes, words can't express how you feel. or you don't dare to voice it out. or you just can't, out of fear, out of the circumstances. songs give you the avenue to say it out, even if it's just to yourself. on one hand, it makes you feel better because you're sure of yourself, and what you're feeling. on the other hand, it hurts you because you know about it very well - you're just stuck at crossroads. that's when the reality hits you, and all of your life comes crashing down on you.
thanks to mariah carey and her song "Through The Rain", i guess it gave me some ground to pick myself up, stop crying so much and learn to think through the whole thing calmly. which i'm doing to almost everything. there's something about people like me. i can dole out advices to others, help them out all the way...but i'm at loss about my own problems.
but like you said, there's always a way to get around the problem we're facing. always.my stand on the first issue raised:
If you love someone, fight for them, until your heart tells you that the best thing to do is to set them free. you don't have to own someone to love them. because love isn't about owning; it's about giving and sincerity. if they come back to you, then it's meant to be. otherwise, it just means that fate is keeping you apart.i'm letting you go off and leave me because i'm still in love with you.i'm not going to fight for you because i can't.i won't cry because i know you won't want to see me like that.cos your happiness is all that i want - even if it's by accepting the painful truth." I would give it all I would sacrificeDon't tell me it's not worth fightin' forI can't help it there's nothin' I want moreYou know it's trueEverything I do - I do it for you "~ Everything I do (I do it for you) - Bryan Adams
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