Monday, October 08, 2007
today's topic: Hari Raya preparations (4 more days to go)
i don't want to put up the curtains.. at least for the next few months or so. my bum still hurts from knocking into the chair when i was putting the curtains up in my room. it was like, climb the chair, hook it to the curtain holder thingey and then suddenly BANG into the chair. ouchh.
helped my mom to bake kek lapis (thousand layer cake) today. it was so coolio. you put in one layer, bake it for 2 minutes, take it out, pour another layer, bake it for another 2 minutes and so on. for the last layer, you just bake it for 45 minutes. two kek lapis to add on to 5 nutella swiss rolls, 4 horseshoe rolls, 1 brownies and 2 ice cream layer cake. ~whee. imagine how my fridge look like.
i think i need to shop for makeup. at least get that FLAT eyeliner by Lord & Berry. it's thick and flat, and it can double up as an eyeliner (cos it has a thin front) or as an eyeshadow (the thicker part). or i can use it as an eyeshadow base.. a trick i picked up front ABB. colour in your whole eyelid with that and then just apply your eyeshadow as per normal. the colours will stick and show up more.
but umai has been making me jealous by keeping on to tell me about the smokey eyeshadow set from The Face Shop. haha. biasa ehh dia.. bikin orang jeles aje.. hmphh.. haha.
there's this hari raya song that i like, but i totally don't know its title! and it's very frustrating cos then how the heck am i supposed to look for it? but i loike the song.. haha.. the anuar zain version (ahem.. umai.. sorry yerr.. aku 'pinjam' hubby kau yang ke berapa entah sekejap.. suara dia mencairkan ah..)
i did the bimbo thing of buffing my nails while watching some makeup vid on Pursebuzz. haha.. was surprised i did that. but hey, my nails are shiny now alright.. it helps to buff your nails when you're frustrated.
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some song lyrics.. sorry, unwilling and lazy to translate..
Harus... selalu kau tahu
Ku mencintamu sepanjang waktuku
Harus...selalu kau tahu
Semua abadi untuk selamanya...
~ Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu oleh Ungu
Bergantilah musim selalu
Mengingatkan aku padamu
Adakah kau mendengar aku
Menyebut memanggil namamu
Perlahan kucoba berdiri
Menahan perih dan bernyanyi
Tak pernah menyesal mengenal dirimu
~ Tak Pernah Menyesal oleh KD
Sayangku
Tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta yang suci
Kau bunga ingin kusunting mu menjadi milikku
Lantas kuabadikan dalam jiwaku
Sayangnya... harapan yang selama ini
kubawa
Hancur berkecai musnah jua akhirnya
Semuanya bagaikan sebuah mimpi
Oh... Kau pergi jua
Setelah cintaku kini membara
Belum sempat kucurahkah kasihku
Kau pergi tak kembali
~ Kau Pergi Jua oleh Dayang Nurfaizah
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
~ Say Goodbye by S Club 7
i still love you, but i'm slowly learning to let go of you.. bit by bit..
thank you for your encouragement, your support, your words, your presence..
thank you for everything, although you will never know the whole thing..
11:28 pm
