Thursday, September 20, 2007
sheesh. not everything is about _, you know.today was a pretty decent day by any standards, save for the e maths test result (i blanked out during the paper. oh wells.) what else? had hml listening compre, half-dozing off during the second reading. nothing much, i guess. if i state what i ate for my breaking fast today, you'll be slightly surprised, cos i was amused that i could eat that much: 1 thosai, 1 burger, some nuggets and french fries, rambutan cocktail, vadai, sunquick drink, sips of coffee. and all these have entered my stomach and awaiting digestion within a matter of 30 minutes. did my tarawih prayers at night, then now trying to study bio. may proceed to some other random subjects later.
sometimes i feel _ can really understand me quite well. it's like i don't have to tell the whole thing, or i'm halfway relating stuffs, and somehow, _ sort of completed the story for me, talked me round, give me the morale boost when i need it the most. but then the whole issue is rather complex, and although _ said that he'll be there if i need him.. there's only how far you can keep on turning to someone, because you can't keep on turning to the person all the time; they lead their own lives as well.tapi dia mengenaliku, perwatakanku, sifatku. sudah beberapa kali aku curhat kepadanya. dan dia mengerti dan memahami erti segalanya. dia tak pernah jenuh talk me round. saat-saat seperti ini, aku terasa seperti aku ingin pergi kepadanya dan curhat segala-galanya kepadanya. tapi dia tiada. tatkala dia pulang, aku tak sampai hati untuk membebankannya dengan curahan hatiku. tapi saat-saat beginilah aku berasa bahawa aku inginkan dia di sisi. tidak perlu berkata apa-apa. setakat kehadirannya barangkali sudah mencukupi.
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