Saturday, September 01, 2007
i thought i had at least put it out of my mind for a while, but when i just think of it.. it seems to hurt, it seems to be cut again.
i don't know how i'm going to carry on... deep inside i'm hurting. sometimes i just opt to steel myself, but how much longer can i deny myself the truth? it's one of those things that really make you feel wonderful but at the same time it hurts from within. it's because i'm steeling myself, that's why i'm no longer crying outwardly, i'm crying in the inside. i thought it could help. the complete opposite happened.
time is working its magic against us..but if i let you go
how would i ever know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see you smiling back at me
how will i know
if i let you go
~ If I Let You Go by Westlife
but what happens when you
have to let go?
what happens when the one thing that makes you cry is the same thing that comforts you?
the whole world can tell me to slowly get over it, don't think about it. but how would they know because i'm the one going through this. it's my battle. it's my fight.
for what? a fight for my feelings or a fight to let go of it?Dan Tak mungkin untukku
Tuk menggapai cintamu
Walau rasa di hati
Ingin memilikimu
Cinta harus berkorban
Walau harus menunggu selamanya
Ku tau..Kau bukan untukku
~ Dan Tak Mungkin by Agnes Monica
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
~ Say Goodbye by S Club 7
I can´t breathe easy
Can´t sleep at night
Till you´re by my side
No I can´t breathe easy
I can´t dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There´s no air
~Breathe Easy by Blue
我 会 学 着 放 弃 你
wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
是 因 为 我 太 爱 你
shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
~An Jing by Jay Chou
cos with him you can be true, and with him you can be you..
11:52 pm
