Tuesday, September 04, 2007
i am not suicidal, people. serious.
ya lah, i'm not in the best emotional state nowadays but really, i still have my senses. don't die before it's your time to die.
but anyway, since my mood has perked up a bit, let me blog some rubbish (as usual).
yesterday afternoon, i had fun frying these homemade banana fritters aka goreng pisang for teatime! haven't prepped such stuffs for so long...
...with a half-eaten banana fritter leading the pack, accompanied by coffee in a mug.
the Outing for the Broken Hearts (OBH) is seriously making me forget my problems for a while.
although the planning was rather fecked up. whatever lah..
and i noticed something: when my mood is slightly up, people's mood are down. nice. is this what they call, inversely proportionate? cos if it is, can i not be part of it?
i know you're happy with her.. and although i'm hurting, i'm happy for you..
and guess what? maybe the first half of the day i cried cos of you. but the other half of the day i feel much better thinking of you.
10:32 pm
