Friday, September 21, 2007
i am not dao-ing people today. i just don't feel like talking, and i have nothing to talk about. so unless there's something to talk about, i opted to just remain silent. which was ok, since people tend to leave me on my own and i get my own space.
i really feel like going to that mini park beside the canal near my school. it's rather deserted, but that's fine by me. maybe i'll head out there tomorrow.
ya allah, mengapa begitu sakit hati ini menahan tangisan daripada merembes keluar? di bulan yang suci ini ku cuba untuk menahan air mata ini semasa berpuasa. tapi apabila aku terus-menerus menahannya, semakin perih. ya allah, masanya kian dekat. berikanlah ku kekuatan dan ketabahan untuk mengharungi hari-hari berikutnya.ku sangat sangat memerlukanmu.. tapi kau tiada..
12:13 pm