Monday, August 06, 2007
just a note to my friends:
i'm sorry if i've worried you guys. just.. don't worry. yes, i may be moody and stuffs, but rest assured i won't be doing anything stupid. trust me. just give me a few days - i don't know exactly how long - but i'll be ok. soon.
today was one of those days. i forced myself to hold on to my tears the whole day in school, but there were a few occasions where the tears just seep out. and the part that makes it tough is that it happens during lessons. but during bio i was wishing for the lesson to quickly end cos i couldn't take it anymore - i was just too tired of having to hold back the tears since last night all the way to the afternoon. and it felt weird, crying in class cos i've never done that before due to a few reasons; mainly cos i don't want people to see me cry cos they'll all be wanting to know why and stuffs.
another note to my friends:
again, i'm sorry if i can't divulge much about why i'm like this. but some stuffs may be hard to understand. hell, if i can't even make sense of it, i don't expect others to be able to understand it as well. sorry if i make you guys worried.
~wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni shi yin wo wei tai ai ni~~i will learn to give you up
it is because i love you too much~
9:59 pm
