Friday, August 17, 2007
i know why i'm crying but i just don't understand why.
i almost didn't see you the whole day today, and after CTs ended, i hoped to see you around. i didn't see you all the way till i reached the canteen. but when i saw you walking towards the canteen from afar, it was a whole gush of confused emotions for me all over again. i don't know why, but all i wanted was to run to you and cry it all out. i ended up running away from you to cry in two toilets at two different ends instead.
i caught your gaze for a split milisecond. and although i forced myself to turn my gaze away from you, i could sense your gaze and i could sense your worry. i'm sorry i made you worry, i didn't mean to. if i could, i wouldn't want to make you worry at all cos it's just going to hurt me more.
ya allah, aku sayangkan dia. benar-benar sayangkannya. setulusnya.
i love you but what am i to do?
11:12 pm
