Tuesday, August 21, 2007
i cried again today, although i tried not to. i did make an effort in the morning to appear cheerful as normal for my friends' sake, though. i thought i could get through the whole day today without crying. turns out i was wrong cos again, a number of things sparked off the whole tears tirade. i didn't do as expected for my a maths common test, that's one of the causes.
i didn't see you the whole day today, and i didn't see your car in the morning. i kept wondering if you're ok. but when i heard your voice, i felt comforted. you're alright.you know what? i'm sitting here at my desk, typing all this out. i glance out of the window and i see the half moon dangling there in the night sky. i don't know.. i've always been mesmerised by the moon. it's one of those things that can set you thinking deeply.
i think i'm hurting because i love you, but i can't tell you.That's Where You Find Love by Westlife
In your eyes, I found the greatest prize
You and I could not be closer
And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over
And I don't know where you’ll take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be
[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
____________________________________
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end, the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss the dance
~ The Dance by Westlife
11:46 pm