Wednesday, July 04, 2007
life has taken a wild turn for me quite some time ago. usually, i just deal with it or simply pretend to not notice it. but then, sometimes, there are issues and situations that just strikes you without warning. like for instance, you're watching a movie during cca. your mind and eyes are focused on Alice In Wonderland. but somehow, suddenly you feel that your heart is searching for something - what is it, you don't know, but all you know is your heart is searching - and all you want to do is to dash out of the room, into the open area and let your heart find what it was searching for. and the urge was so strong it got you restless, but you let your head rule you and so you held it back. when you're leaving, suddenly you feel like you're leaving something behind. again, you can't put a finger on what is it that's amiss. and again, it got you restless.
[you're always gonna be in my heartand you should knowhow i wish i could have never let you gocome into my life againoh don't say noyou are always gonna be the onein my heartso true, i believe i can never findsomebody like youmy first love~ First Love by Utada Hikaru]
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