Friday, May 25, 2007
i was planning to sit down and do add maths, but my thoughts keep wandering. i shouldn't be thinking about it, i know. but i can't help it.
it sucks feeling like this. it sucks knowing that this whole feeling is wrong. it sucks to realise that i'm to blame here for my own sucky feeling. it sucks that people all tell me the same thing, but it just can't seem to register in my brain. and it sucks that everytime i try to forget, it becomes harder for me to forget and it just hurts me more.
i was afraid i will be hurting myself in the end, and now it's coming true...
12:27 am