Saturday, December 23, 2006
i kept replaying these two songs (Kamu Dan Kamu, Jera) over and over again..ok, fine i'm stuck between two. one used to be my friend, the other one is my friend. and it's hard,ok? cos they're polar opposites...and the worst thing is, i like both. i don't want to say love cos, well, i don't think i want to use it cos it's too strong. and yes, i've been stuck with this whole deal since what, nearly 4 years ago? i don't know on their part, i just know on my part. and i just get fed up cos even after i've sit down and think about it, i still can't understand my heart. it frustrates me a lot. and i don't even know what to do. sometimes i feel like i just want to tell my friend, confront the issue and get over with it.
entah lah.. kalau boleh aku nak ambl wudhu', solat sunat, berzikir, doa agar hati aku tenang..tapi tak boleh sebab tengah time tu.. ya Allah, apa sepatutnya aku buat?
12:25 am
