Thursday, July 31, 2008

for the first time in a very very long time, i felt really happy(:

a few things happened the past few days, some good some bad. i mean, i didn't really take these things too hard. cos like what Mariah Carey sang in For The Record,

"But whatever
That's how it goes
Win some you lose some
And others you hold in your heart "

but what happened today really made me smile. and uhh, no, i wasn't talking about the scolding that the class got from mr tan, or the sianzation of the day. haha(:

anyway, suddenly hooked onto this hit by Gita Gutawa feat. Dafi. i think the song is cute. hehe.
and oh yeah, it was for a cornetto sweetheart brownies advert. which makes it cute and sweet(:

Dua Hati Menjadi Satu oleh Gita Gutawa ft. Dafi

Sejak melihatmu
Ku jatuh hati padamu
Saat mengenalmu
Semakin ku ingin kamu
Maukah engkau menemani aku...

[Reff:]
Hariku indah
Dua hati kan bersatu
Hariku indah
Dua langkah menjadi satu
Andai aku dan kamu
Bersama selalu

Saat kau menatapku
Aku jadi salah tingkah
Kau genggam tanganku
Berdebar debar jantungku
Maukah engkau menemani aku...

[Reff]

Dan bila kau tak ada
Mengapaku memikirkanmu
Apakah engkau juga
Memikirkan aku

[Reff]

Andai aku dan kamu
Bersama selalu

Sejak melihatmu
Ku jatuh hati padamu
Saat mengenalmu
Semakin ku ingin kamu
---------------------------------
and since i'm in a good mood, here's the translation:

Two Hearts Become One by Gita Gutawa ft. Dafi

Ever since i saw you
I fell in love with you
When i got to know you
The more that I want you
Would you like to accompany me (in life)...

[Reff]
My day turns out great
cos two hearts are gonna become one
My day turns out great
cos two roads are gonna merge
if only you and i
could be together always

From the moment you looked at me
My steps are in disarray
You held on to my hand
My heart pounded incessantly
Would you like to accompany me (in life)...

[Reff]

And when you're not around
Why do i keep thinking of you
Or perhaps you are
also thinking of me

[Reff]

If only you and I
could be together always

Ever since i saw you
I fell in love with you
When i got to know you
The more that I want you
------------------------------------
thank you for everything(: especially for making me feel this happy since a very long time <3

8:55 pm

i know this one came quite late, but i only managed to find the pics just now.



so anyway, Congratulations to national defender Baihakki Khaizan and his wife, Suria singer-actress Norfasarie on their wedding! may the love castle in the air that you two so lovingly built will last forever (:


grabbed some pics from various media sources:










trivia about their wedding:
- had 22 sponsors, with major sponsors including Soo Kee Jewellery and Fatimah Mohsin Bridal Gallery
- held over 4 days to accommodate to the large number of guests on both sides of the couple
- a sort of birthday present for the couple's mothers whose birthday were not only 1 day apart, but also 1-2 days before the wedding. sweet right?

once again, congrats bai and norfa! may you two stay happy and loving always!

8:44 pm

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

i'd like to dedicate this post to my late maternal grandfather (Atuk).

Atuk, it's almost been 6 years since you've been gone. i feel so ashamed now, but i have to admit it, back when you moved on, it didn't seem to affect me too much. but suddenly nowadays, i miss you. everytime the mrt passes by commonwealth, i saw how the route that i used to take to your house has been evolved. how tanglin halt was no longer like how i knew it. suddenly nowadays, i sat down thinking, how are you faring? are you smiling upon us, or are you weeping?

Atuk, i miss you so much. and my biggest regret is not ever telling you how much i love you, because i only realise it now. if only i could turn back time and relive those moments we shared - i'd cherish every single moment. i'd cherish every single smile from you. i would have came over to visit you more often. and i would definitely tell you how much i love you.

Al-Fatihah...

11:33 pm

i've actually been re-hooked on Meg Cabot's The Mediator series all over again. ahem. correction. i've been re-hooked on the cute ghost guy in the book, Hector 'Jesse' de Silva. if you have read the book, you'll understand why. and of course, the fact that people like him only occurs in books. but uhh. falling in love with a ghost, no matter how hot he is, is utterly bizarre.

i wish i have the courage to tell you exactly what i feel. i don't want to make the mistake of not letting you know. but at the same time, i don't know if the biggest mistake is in letting you know.
cause and effect. ironical that SS pops up in my mind now. but the concept itself is closely related to life. cause and effect.
if one day i tell you, how will it affect things between us? how bad will it end up?
but if that day comes, and i don't tell you, can i live after realising what i've let go?

12:04 am

Sunday, July 27, 2008

i can't reiterate this much more: i hate liars. seriously.

anyway, i am sort of fed up with friendster cos it won't make Woodgrove Primary School my featured group. i miss my old primary school building, alright? the new colours are..uhh.. mindblowing to the maximum. so before the pic is changed to the new one, i'd like to admire the old colours for a while longer.

you know, Speech Day ytd reminded a lot of my Primary 6 Speech Day [where i was a lousy emcee]. there's quite a vast difference. of course, primary school tends to be less sophisticated than secondary school, but i think that Speech Day is like the essence day of the school. it should show how the school really is - the environment, the spirit, the atmosphere. but then again, back in P6, we didn't have such a thing like the upcoming Farewell Assembly. so Speech Day WAS Farewell Assembly for us P6-ers back then. and till this day, i still think my proudest moment was announcing and seeing "and now we welcome the graduating batch of 2004 into the hall." i think we all sort of felt honoured at that point cos like, i don't know. it was just something that was evoked in all of us: we were recognised.

and everytime i think about how schools mould us as individuals, i'd like to think of it this way: values of WGPS + Crescent. it's ironic how you will only start appreciating yr school motto only after you left it. back in pri sch, the only reason i liked the school logo (a huge tree) with the motto (Staunch, Stable, Steadfast, Successful) was because the outline looked interesting. now that i think back, i appreciate wgps' values quite a lot. i think the tree logo represented what every wgps-ian should be: no matter what happens, we should always be rooted to our background. the school song. and the 4S (with the last one, i want to make it a reality). maybe all this explains why i still treasure WGPS a lot. i can't believe i'm tearing.
and yupps. so hopefully crescent will spell out the same for me. and the last motto: sincerity has a very close spot to my heart.
but for all the cherished moments, sometimes i can't help wanting to get out of crescent asap.
but when that day comes, i know it'll hurt way too much.
i think i have found a oldfound favourite song: I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You, as featured in the previous entry. although it made me feel like watching The Mask of Zorro, i still think it's one of the most beautifully simple yet deeply meaningful song that i've heard in a long time. i like songs - they're a represantative of our emotions, when words can't subtly describe it.
i've been crying but nobody knows or have to know.
i dedicate every word of that song to you.
maybe i'll never have you, but to be given that one chance to love you? i'll never regret.
cos just maybe
"I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that's the only thing i'd ever do"
i miss you terribly. i don't know whether this distance is doing me more harm than good.
because every passing day and every widening distance makes it harder for me to let you go.

10:26 pm

i discovered something new and weirdly about myself today: i can do my maths pretty well at home. but i simply cannot do it in school. this is so frustrating.
and i realised something: The Glers are somehow always ending up in the same area. RE: at CWP's Popular bookstore, i ran into umai, who ran into rid, who was studying at the library. i think it's amazingly cool. [oh yes, good luck for your prelims rid! study hard, jgn sibuk nak train bobby masuk sarkis aje. lepas kau nye balak part 1 dah berlalu, kau boleh wish untuk aku pulak. heheh. lepas tu kita bertiga boleh mengharungi The Exams sama2, insya allah.]

but right now, this song is enough to make me smile(:
i think it's very sweet. and makes you want to dance. y'know that feeling?
anw, it's from The Mask of Zorro movie (which was uhh.. aeons ago), but it's sung by Marc Anthony and Tina Arena.
trust me, it's a beautiful song.

I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFETIME LOVING YOU
Music by James Horner, Lyric by Will Jennings
Sung by Marc Anthony and Tina Arena

Moon so bright, night so fine,
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind,
Ride the night to the end,
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall,
Rise again, win it all,
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain,
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance the dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
Where there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day,
Save the love, come what may,
Love is worth everything we pay

2:28 am

Friday, July 25, 2008

actually, i'm half-asleep right now. i don't know - it just came all of a sudden.

tiring week generally. but this is the week where i was faced with reality incessantly. the way everything is working out. sighs.
imy alot. i just wish there's some way for me to express it.

11:13 pm

cos everything just seems to get more ambiguous by the day.
i couldn't stop crying the whole day. i just can't shake the feeling off.

1:11 am

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

switched the jukebox from Curtain Falls to For The Record, since a lot of people have been telling me they're addicted to the song. it's nice and meaningful right?

i've been getting a bad feeling since ytd, and my eye wouldn't stop itching. and a few significant lines from Bye Bye kept on playing in my mind suddenly.

i'm really hoping everything's alright.

8:35 pm

i'm actually in the midst of forcing myself to be awake. but after reading the human geog TB, it's not helping me in any significant way.

had SPR today. it was the most fruitful session ever - i actually managed to complete my prelim 06 emath paper during that time. i was like, why didn't they just let us take the emath mock in the first place? we'd have gladly done it man.

right now i have no idea what i'm supposed to do by tomorrow. honestly.

but whatever lah. i'm so fricking tired of it all. end with the homework already.

12:37 am

Monday, July 21, 2008

Happy Racial Harmony Day peeps of Singapore!
we're unique, okay. i think we're the only country so far (that i know of) that actually has such a celebration. so peace to the world, and no to war!

anyway, i finally found another leo ku aka gu ji ji fan in jesslyn cheah. actually, i found two, but the other one's not counted cos we don't exactly know each other. anw,we were talking after school today and we were like discussing about everything under the sun, and that's when i found out that she likes leo ku too. to be honest, 99.99% of the time i have no inkling what he's singing - whether it's in cantonese or mandarin - because i understand neither. but after i heard his voice on his songs and read the translations, i really like them. my fave song from him is Sleeping Beauty. self-explanatory why, i think, cos it's my favourite fairy tale. but i think some of his best works would be his medleys - he's one of those few singers who can sing effortlessly beautiful medleys.

sometimes i just find it weird that most people tend not to share the same music interests as me. so does that make me unique? ooh yeah! but seriously, how many people that i know actually likes songs by singers like brandy, mariah carey and leo ku? everytime i gush about MC, i always get that 'look' as if i'm inspired by MC. actually, i am. but in a more general sense. and those sort of sense like being able to run on heels. anyway, brandy has a super nice voice! i always keep on imagining her dueting with the likes of ashanti. and leo ku? i want all his medleys and nice songs.

and surprisingly, while everyone is all hee and haa about that Umbrella person aka Rihanna, she has never made it to my fave list. honestly. she scores high on the other list, though.

which brings me to another topic. nowadays i can't find people to talk to. i mean, sure, we can talk about things on the surface like music, weather, whether the chimpanzees at Mandai are friendly or cute enough. but someone for me to really sit down and talk to? i might have resort to Spongebob's Bubble Buddy. who isn't capable of going to the loo on it's own. but who cares right? he's Bubble Buddy!

i have come up with a philosophy about people and emotions:
it's like cheap 'luxury' sofa: italian leather on the outside, lousy cotton on the inside.
you spray water from outside, it doesn't seem to get wet.
but do we really know what happens to the cotton inside?
is it soaked, moistened or managed to remain dry?

9:59 pm

Friday, July 18, 2008

it's finally fri to the day. alhamdulillah..

round up for the week, which was kinda havoc. early part of the week was the usual madness with the Court. especially since we created the Queendom of Retardoland. and the list of subjects just got longer, thanks to Ferind and Kalyn including every single jap and korean guys they know. what else? thursday was quite crappy, especially during english (as usual). ferind and jeslyn were playing around with some weird jap rope charm thingy.

mr tan: (went over and picked it up) eh, what is this?
ferind: i don't know, it's some thingy i got from japan.
mr tan: oh. i thought it was something to ward off evil or what.
jeslyn, ferind and me: ya. like you!

hehe. then after that jeslyn just stuck it in the air everytime mr tan came near.
haha. then there was the issue of handwriting.

mr tan: jeslyn lee, can you please write shorter essays next time? 4-5 pages.. *shakes head*
jes lee: but syafiqah also write 4-5 pages what..
mr tan: yes, but her handwriting is pleasant so i don't mind reading. but yours *shakes head again*
jes lee: ehh.. *ready to ward off mr tan with the rope charm thingy*

then he was like talking at the other side of the class and weirdly, he was saying something like: [my] handwriting is artistic.

i almost choked on my mentos, can? and teran laughed at it knowingly. right on, babe. me + pencil + drawing block = no art produced. ever.

then after that ferind was like 'marking' mr tan's handwriting. and hehe.. his 'teenagers' look like 'fungus'.

anw, yayy mr tan for entertaining our crap all the time. you are our fave teacher. really. you will defo be in the extended class vid. wakaka.

anw, stoned together with the Court throughout the whole day. this is what happens when we don't have english lessons. totally flunked my emath test. felt lousy after that so me and ferind went to get ice cream, which we finished up in class. on the way back, we ran into mr tan.

ferind and me: eh. hello mr tan!
mr tan: *saw us eating ice cream* aiyo. ice cream. so fattening.
ferind and me: hehh? where got?!

and sorry lah people if you're jealous of my ice cream :p there was Chem extra lesson afterwards, where Ms Sim told us this hilarious incident involving her, the office lady and her photo. after that bunked to class and spent time with deb and laura. laura was high! and obsessed with deb's phone. dingdong!

so we wasted the time playing Wheel Of Fortune without the Wheel, and it was super fun! deb earned the most (not fair), i got stuck at $100 (cos i only played as contestant once, after that i was question provider + the wheel of fortune woman) and laura was the best: hers was always $0 or $100. wakaka. then para they all joined in for a while and it was rather nuts.

after that, it was henna time! for deb, at least. and the henna artist? yours truly. muahaha.
it was my first time drawing henna okay! but it turned out nice (:

went home, ate donuts (i officially love Donut Master, esp their tiramisu donut) and am now trying to finish up as many hw as possible.
and i really feel like emailing/writing to/talking to you. i have soo much to talk about.

8:28 pm

Thursday, July 17, 2008

today was a sleepy day for me. literally. slept on the way to school. slept through CME. slept just before Speech Day Rehearsal which i had no choice but to attend. and of course, slept on the way home. and right now, i'm about to turn in and sleep - again. you'd think sleeping through the day 4 times would be enough.

anw, SPR wasn't as bad as expected. i mean, yeah, it's still boring, but it was still kinda okay, minus the fact that i was sleeping with my eyes open and sleepwalking half the way through the whole rehearsal. but it was kinda obvious, so i managed to escape from being held back to uhh.. practise bowing and handshaking. and oh yeah, there was the SG factor as well. haha. he dresses cool, man. and the way he talks. something to divert attention to uhh.. remain 15% awake?

but nevertheless, some things just can't be changed(:
which is, you(:
oh yay. tomorrow's friday - finally. i can't wait to get out of the school week.

seeing - and being uhh..won over? - seb around just made me cherish how much ily.
and otw home, i just terribly missed you.

11:50 pm

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

the craziest social thing that happened in class this week was the creation of the Queendom of Retardoland, with Ferind as the Queen (and ultimately the most retarded. zoinks.) and the best part, we might create a not-so-fairy tale out of it. cute right?

10:10 pm

Sunday, July 13, 2008

special shoutout to Sathiya, Madhumita and Jeslynn Lee. thank you for everything dudettes. and i mean it from the bottom-most bottom of my heart. i owe you guys a lot a lot, i have no idea how to thank you guys. it was hell at first, then it was a smoother sailing. but hey, we pulled it through together, and i can't thank you guys enough for saving the day. haha. who says it's impossible to save the world in 4 minutes? you guys did a great great great job! we'll make it work(:

haha. i'm still really touched by what sath, madhu and jes are doing. and i seriously have no idea how to thank them.

and also not forgetting everyone who has played a part: para, nita, deb, sam and everyone everyone who has contributed. it's a very long list. hehh.

i love you dudettes, really. i really really love you guys(:
see lah... even that isnt enough to express how much i feel.

thank you sooooooooo much dudettes! i owe you all.

and to you, thank you for making me smile truly in a long time.
wish i could just give you a hug. cos isly, no matter how hard i try.

12:39 am

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

barely holding on, but then again, it doesn't matter to every single f-ing person in my life.
because at the end of the day, i'm left to fend for myself.

sometimes i just want to step away from it all. i don't know what is it that i want to step away from, but i just want to step away from it. just for once.

people say when you laugh too much, that simply signals you're gonna cry sooner or later.

if only people know what the hell i feel inside.
if only they can hear.

i know better than to turn to you, but all the same, i can't help wishing.

8:18 pm

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

i'm feeling rather fcuked up. oh hell. why don't i simply make it totally fucked up?

anw, thanks to babes Para, Madhu and Sankari. your endless craps really cheered me up(:
[and pssst Para. i still owe you a date. starbucks, okay?]

i took a sudden liking to Curtain Falls by Blue. actually, i liked the song once. then it was stashed away on my playlist. but now the whole song makes sense to me all over again. it's kinda inspiring, when you think about it. moody tune, but hey, it can cheer me up.

Curtain Falls by Blue

DUNCAN:
Yeah
We come from humble beginnings and
Who could have guessed it when
You sit and doubt it and
Things aint all that bright
But we made it through the night oohhh
It´s like a game of truth or dare
If you can make it here
You´ll make it anywhere
That´s what we´ve been told
But the story's getting old

LEE:
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn´t try
And I will never give you up or let you go (no no)
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That´s why I'll never give you up or let you go

ALL: (Chorus)
We´ll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life

SIMON:
We started out many years ago
No one will ever know
How far we´ve really come
Since we walked away
And no more words to say
Heyy

ANTONY:
And we made a lot of sacrifice
Undid a lot of ties
Fought a lot of fights
To get where we are now
Just don´t ask me how (no no)

LEE:
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn´t try
And I will never give you up or let you go (oh no)
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That´s why I'll never give you up or let you go

ALL: (Chorus)

SIMON:
We´ll be ready when the curtain might fall(bounce)
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls(bounce)
Gotta read between the lines(bounce)
In the script of my life(bounce)
We all got a part to play(bounce)
I've done it but I've done it my way(bounce)
Gotta read between the lines(bounce)
In the script of my life(bounce)
Script of my life

ALL: (Chorus)
Common put your hands up
(Chorus)
My life, my life

11:18 pm

Monday, July 07, 2008

helloooo 500th post!
omg. my blog is 5 centuries old now. congrats! have your uhh.. ultra-golden times 10 anniversary! *lights up fireworks in the background* i love you blog! you've been my 'victim' where i jot down every other single rubbish that exists in my nonsensical life. ILY blog!

anddd i owe rid a quiz! nanti i buat rid, swear!! lepas tu aku cc kat kau, okies? ily bestie!

yesterday, umai and i were randomly discussing about our childhood friends. and she was like, "you know, according to people's belief, those who keep on arguing always end up married." i was like, dots. but isn't it scary? i think it is.

anyway, i have to try to get that vid done by thursday night so i can send it over to him and he can put in his pic there. but whatever lah. as long as he's happy.

guess what my current favourite colour is? it starts with a B and ends with a LUE. join them and you'll get BLUE. remember that british boyband of the milennium? suddenly today i could remember all their songs. and MVs.

"U make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
U make me wanna hold you til the mornin' light
U make me wanna love
U make me wanna fall
U make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that I just can't hide
U're the first and last thing on my mind
U make me wanna love
U make me wanna fall
U make me wanna surrender my soul "

a chupa chup for guessing the title of that ultra-nice song. it is soo obvious.
and cos you make me wanna do all that(:

11:18 pm

Sunday, July 06, 2008

i think i'm semi-antisocial. i mean, i dont really have a whole ship of friends or anything. but maybe not having a whole Superstar Virgo of friends is better. dots.

anyway, friday was outing cum TWSS malay musical drama performance (which was under umai's mum) with my beloved bestie, umai! i swear, we were like dressed up in contrasting colour themes, judging from our photoshots: me in white headscarf, she in black outfit. cool rite? inilah yang dinamakan kuasa besties. hehe.

met up outside BK CWP at around 5, and both of us were practically half-dead. like umai said in the mrt, "i feel like spreading out a mat and sleeping here." tsktsk. dah bagus kitaorg dress glam seglam nye, ada ke patot kitaorg nak tdo kat tikar? ish3.

reached TWSS at around 5.30. and the best thing is, we stood at the foyer for a good 45 min before they opened the doors to the hall. and needless to say, 2 sleepy glamorous besties at a school foyer results in endless crap not only involving us, but our old primary school gang. especially si u-noe-who tu. btol tak umai? kekeke.

the whole drama musical lasted from 6.30 all the way till 9.30. i'd give it 3 out of 5 stars. the whole thing was pretty okay. EXCEPT for mic defects, which almost spoiled the whole thing. but to be fair, the whole drama musical wasn't that bad. maybe the next one can be better? [and pssst. umai and i had plans to be uhh.. non-professional drama critics for the next one.] and oh, there was this pink bunga manggar right in the corner beside us. we were so tempted to steal it away for u-noe-who. nyehehe.

after which, umai and i contemplated where to go: chilling at Starbucks, or have dinner at Sinaran. since we were both starving (tulah.. ada buffet dinner, tknk), we opted for the latter. it was quite funny on our way up the long flight of stairs to get to the Sinaran coffeeshop. one, because we're simply like that. two, because we were dressed for a cafe and resorted to a coffeeshop instead [re: do you know how much i have to lift my skirt just to ensure that i don't step on it and fall in a very un-sleeping beauty-like manner?] reached there, ordered our drinks and food. and heheh. being super exhausted and sleepy people, we were really tempted to sleep on the table. but ehemm. glam mesti maintain beb.

btw, the food was great, but quite pricey for a coffeshop. but who cares? nice food = worth the price.

after that, we mrted home. and as per usual, more craps. especially after we got seats in the train. we were reluctant to leave them cos it was just so shiokk.

so anw, reached home at 11. i think i made a wise choice of not wearing contact lenses, cos it was a very quick process of washing up and off to lala-land.


this was all due thanks to photoscape and picnik.com.
rather small here, but it's meant to be clicked on. hehe.

yayy! i love us lah seyy. next time we drag rid along. then he can carry all our bags. hehee.

9:22 pm

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

to be honest, i really have nothing to update about. dots. never mind, i'll find something to blog about.

okay, firstly, it just rained super heavily 2 hours ago. i was like whoo.. white night sky. cool or cool?

secondly, my persuasion skills sux. debbie, you go and convince him cos he is super reluctant. and i give up.

thirdly, this is starting to sound like humanities essays. hehehh.

okay okay. i shall cut the crap. and inject more crap: cos WESTLIFE rocks big time! they're the bestest thing that ever happened in the music world, and ultimately my life. why? cos their songs are simply too nice to be true, and every single one of them can sing. and the most important thing is, i like Shane Filan! he has the best voice i have ever heard. no matter how sad the song, hearing Shane sing can make me smile. hehe.

and an understatement: the next time Westlife comes to singapore, i MUST go. i don't care how or when or where. but uhh.. how much, i will care. but that's beside the point. bottomline is, i willl go for their next concert (if ever) in Singapore. how does that sound, Jes Lee and Umai? on??

less than 48 hours more to TWSS 60s-inspired show. and ultimately, starbuck-ing with umai! that's the only thing that can really make me smile this far. yayyy!

so should i wear a skirt with flats, or should i wear jeans with heels? decisions decisions...

for once in a long time, you were really annoying.
but for once in a long time, we were having a decent convo.
but can we not end up getting miffed at each other after every convo?
sometimes i feel like i don't know you anymore. but everytime i'm breaking down, you somehow appeared.
i know it's a difficult thing to be in love. but i never knew it'd be this hard to love you.
maybe that convo would be the only one we'll be having till a very faraway next time.
i'm backing out. i'm edging away.
it doesn't matter whether it hurts me, cos it definitely does.
but we both need to find our own focus.

cos baby baby, i stay in love with you.

10:06 pm

the one

Nur Syafiqah Ahmad Jaaffar ex-WGPS 6E'04 Crescent Girl's School syaf_316@hotmail.com

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