Wednesday, June 25, 2008
ever since i recovered from my fever + gastric flu a few days back, i can't seem to find my appetite. i mean, i can be very hungry, but when i eat, i feel so full. but a short while after that, i feel slightly hungry again. it's worrying, cos i'm eating so little. i don't know. i just can't seem to find the food around me appetising anymore. seriously. even if you plonk typhoon oreo in front of me, i'd reject it. maybe this is cos my tummy is still in the process of re-adjusting. but it's scary and worrying me.
i usually can't remember what i eat in a day, but today i can perfectly recall what i ate: 1 plate of mee rebus, 1 cup of ice cream, 1 packet of maggi mee, 1 garlic bread and 1/4 of a murtabak. do you know how little that is? usually i can finish at least 3/4 of my murtabak, 1 packet of maggi wasn't ebough and i usually entertained my tummy with cookies and whatnots in between lunch and dinner. last time i can just eat and eat and eat like what. but now, i can't even bring myself to eat. not even a sweet.
sometimes i wonder what exactly caused my abrupt drastic loss in appetite. was it my illness, or was it my emotions and current state of mind. or maybe it was a combination of both.
so yes people, THAT's the secret to weight loss. not that i need it much, anw.
to end off my post by making myself sound philosophical: when you're all alone, that's when all the truth hits you the hardest.
9:50 pm
