Termenung ku sendiri
Memendam rindu tidak menentu
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Di pagi hari raya
Hati sayu mengenang dirimu
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Keampunan ku pohon
Sekiranya aku yang berdosa
Pulanglah ku merindui mu sayang
Ku menanti dengan jiwa raga
~Pulanglah oleh Aishah
Di Lebaran berkerdipan
Terpancar sinar cahaya hari mulia
Namun ku di ambang sepi
Mendung menyelubungi
Syawal ku yang kembali
Bagaikan tidak berereti
~ Di Pinggiran Aidilfitri oleh 2D
entah mengapa tatkala terdengar seruan takbir semalam dan pagi tadi, ku merinduimu. entah mengapa sehari ini ku hanya terfikirkanmu. aku teringin sekali engkau berada di sisiku pada hari raya ini. namun sayang, keinginan dan harapan ini hanya tinggal abun-abun yang takkan terjadi biarpun ku menanti di sini selamanya.
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okay, ignore the emo part above. i will try to get over it once hari raya is over, just as i promised you. that's the very least i can do cos i get worried once you worry about me. because no matter what happens, i still care for you..
one thing that makes hari raya so enjoyable for us schoolkids is the 'payment' that we get. i've counted mine and it was pretty unexpected. but anyway, let's put that matter aside. the more fun part is after the month of Syawal aka the month for hari raya is over, then we sit down on our bed and lay out all the packets and start counting. "eh, got 10 in here lah!" "fuhlamak, got 5 in here!" "eh eh, what's your total ah? haha.. i got more than you!" hahaha. guess lah what i'm referring to.. hehehe.
went to my step-cousin's house today (cos my late grandma married twice). Abang Hafiz.. take care of yourself lah, please. see lah, now NS kena something like de-ranked ready. so yeah. went to his house and chatted with him, my uncle and their maid for about an hour plus. turns out my uncle may be relocated to Labuan, then to Dubai for his work (currently he's based in China). Abang Hafiz's cousin was also there, and like my uncle, he's also based all over the world. currently he's in SG to report for reservist duty, but otherwise he's based in Amsterdam. i was like, whoaa! interesting, but i don't think i can bear to be apart that long with my family. especially if i'm married with kids. i'll be worried sick in some part of the world about my family in the other end of the world. heck, i don't think i can even bear to leave my parents and my brother to study overseas. but if circumstances are unforgiving, i guess i have no choice.
then went to my aunt Cik Lili's house. watched some funny 'horror' flick with my cousins, Siti and Ridhuan. played congkak with Siti and let her win. stayed there from 7 plus all the way to 9 plus. haha. as usual, we were chaotic. here are some pics:
haha.. cute ritee she?? haha (:
the.. ahem.. shot in the mirror. forgot the lights.
end of the day, the makeup still stays.. haha
