Monday, September 03, 2007
i'm keeping this short as possible. had solo lunch today. thought of going to ya kun at far east plaza, so there i was at the bus stop opposite the school. but it wasn't that helpful cos i'm like sitting there trying hard not to cry. i tried to do some Top Gear stuffs like name the model of the cars that zoom past me, but even cars bring memories right? so in the end, gave up, controlled myself and waited a very long time for 132. i didn't even bother to board it all the way to far east plaza. got off opposite far east shopping centre and walked all the way to wisma and to macdonald's at taka. so ended up having my solo lunch there. quite ok lah. got corner there. but it was rather difficult, eating and trying not to cry.
i tried not to think of you, but you always seem to be there. and even right now when i'm down, you're the only thought that comforts me.
9:27 pm