Saturday, July 28, 2007
first of all, sorry to the Taka trip peeps (y'all know who you are) if i've been such lousy company just now. i just wasn't in the mood. but i did get slightly near-hysterical when i saw the M.A.C. outlet - C Shock, Flashtronic, Rushmetal (!!!) and Tendertones (!!). but otherwise, the whole time i wasn't really in the mood for it.
you know, since a few hours ago, i've a very uneasy feeling. seriously uneasy; the kind that seem to grip your heart, and render any efforts to overcome it futile. the kind that gets you so uptight and restless. it was all so sudden - you're reading the papers and suddenly the uneasiness strikes you. and the best part is you don't know why.
with every passing day, i seem to be more sure of what this is.
you look fine, but i saw past your eyes and i know you're not. and all of this - seeing and knowing that you're hurt - hurt me more than i can ever imagine. i can't bear to see you like this, but what can i do?
12:05 am
